2006-02-24 : 12:21 p.m.
So let's go...
I feel spazzed.
Kinda stretched out... across so many things, subjects, ventures, ideas, and concrete involvements. Bills, hobbies, visions, dreams... There's just not enough time in one day. I want to photograph. I want to travel and photograph some more. Yet, I don't want to leave my hubby's side. I don't see him enough. I miss him all the time. Even when he's right there. I work too much. But there's never enough money and when there is... it finds it's way to someone or something else... And then there's the guilt... after a philanthropy comercial for poor or dying children elsewhere or right here. After passing a homless man. After a homeless man passing me. I feel guilty for wanting it all and angry at others wanting it more, and giving nothing back. I want a vacation from myself and from "having to do" anything. And a vacation from death too... that would be nice. Just no death for a while. previous : next * - 2007-07-05 --------------------- - 2006-05-30 hello, goodbye - 2006-05-24 Pinky burglar - 2006-03-09 So let's go... - 2006-02-24 |
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