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2002-07-08 : 9:44 p.m.
i apologize for saying i love you
wow it's been a while... hmmmm.... mr. light saber spassed the other night... i don't get the "me" being to nice and "he" not being use to it... hmmm???? it's not like this is an abused and battered boy folks...
And on another related note (about muah...) what does it mean when you are seriously bothered when someone says "i love you" ...too much? hmmmm.... one of my best friends came over for the holiday weekend... it was great... although my kidneys and liver are really feeling it.... i miss home... yet strangely enough i really know miami is not home... got a place in Queens.... James sounds so damn cool... he made an extra set of keys just for me!!! i know, it doesn't sound really out of the ordinary... i know, but after our conversations, it was a token of sweetness.... very cool... did i mention my kidneys hurt...uuugh... two really interesting things where shaped in my mind in just one week... 1) I'm going into a sweet pad, with a cool dude... 2) i really can't tell the difference: am i being way to guarded... or was it a reality check in terms of... "yeah, you're moving and feeling to fast for what the situation really is", with him...? and yeah, in response to an entry i read... "i'm sorry" is way too over rated and missused.... so here it is my friend... why do you keep harping? aren't you in effect asking for more apologies... or essentially looking for one... that may just prove to be a truthfull and fulfilling enough for you? i think the latter is true... and once again... your so not over it, it sucks (for me now)... and now that i've thought it through... never never folks, use "i love you" lightly... as baseless apologies are...
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